i slept over at his house last night. it was his birthday today. he decided that he wanted to spend the first few hours with me instead of friends. we didnt do anything. we HAVENT done anything. im getting a little frustrated, but... its a good thing. good things come to those who wait. and he's been worth the wait so far.

but it was nice. falling asleep in his arms. waking up in his arms. and just using his body against mine for warmth. i wish i was in PJs. but was in the usual jeans and a tshirt. he got into his PJs. hell yeah i was jealous. but it was comfortable. it was nice. as a matter of fact... it was perfect.

so im home right now. waiting for his call. he's going out with his friends tonight and they're getting him drunk. its a good thing... as bad as it sounds. i wanna take care of him tonight like he took care of me that one night.

AH! im falling.... f a l l i n g ! ! ! ! ! this is such a WONDERFUL feeling.

i cant believe im this happy. it's surreal. i never imagined myself in this situation. finding someone that im so compatible with. we're so alike in so many ways. but he has his own personality. we need each other. and it just feels so right when we're together. he knows what to do and what to say to make me happy. without even thinking about it.

this is such a wonderful feeling. i never want it to end.

best summer of my life. I LOVE IT!